Is that Funny?

Is that so funny to test me?you are so happy that when you know I still care you?ok...I cannot ignore that I still care about you...but I need to say clearly that I care you because I treat you as my sister...and not showing I still love you...So,please don't lies again!I dislike it very much...Thanks!!!I just love her...If you still like that...you will make me hate you!!ok??please...I don't want break our relationship like a brother and sister..ok??Don't force me!Thanks!Good night

A sAd EnDiNg

(Continue from the story below) I am back Just back from Auto-city!!!Today...her sis call her out again because today we just have some misunderstand this morning.So we hope we can repair our love at there...but I never thought that this day is my most suffer day....when we reached sunway...she walks so fast and i think she just want to go toilet...but she walks straightly to the second floor and i start feel that there are something weird and i try to walk fast and hold her hand and ask her what happen to you...we reached in front of the Akira and she swings my hand always and warn me to leave her alone!!!What happen to her?(A question still in my brain!)After that,her sister told us that no movie to watch.Then we just leave sunway,I sit on their car but they never perceive that I am crying and keep laugh in the car...I thought they will just sent me home and I will cry in my room alone.But unfortunately,they say they want go new town 'yam cha'.This prove that they really don't know I am so sadness.Go there and we find a place sit down.Don't know why...I ask myself not to let the tears fall...but after 5 minutes,my tears fall out and i quickly go toilet and rub it away because I don't want let they know that I am crying.Ok.After a while,I cannot hold more...I stood up and told them I not feeling well and I wanted to leave there as fast as I can.Because my house is behind the shop only,just 1 km then can arrive my house already.I walk with a super fast footstep and I walk so fast and her sister scare I will do some stupid thing and faster come stop me and ask me to go back...She comes near us and her sister is counseling me and she walks near and I tell her sister that she is coming.Her sister ask her to tell me clearly and she just told me that a boy should not cry and ask me to explain to them.If not,she scared she scold by her sister.This was the last time I help her!Was it sad?You can accept?!!?

Happy Memory

want take a look for my reality story?you all maybe think this is just like a dramatic movie.But this is a reality story that has been happened in my life.First,my first girlfriend.->a cute,nice and open-minded girl.(hope she don't know my blog and won't see it@@)and she is my ex too.We know each other from the facebook and at the start i just want kidding with her.We just keep sms and chat through the facebook and finally we date with each other and meet at her house.Today,I ride my bicycle go find her and she comes out  with a make-up look....she is so pretty.When she walked near.I told myself that this is not she and she come to my side and say hello with me.From that moment,I know that was she.She is so pretty and charming and in 1 second i get attract by her,a terrible speed.I start to talk with her,and we talk about our school and family's stuff and we walk to the stair there and we take a rest at there and i suddenly feel so curious to her size of hand and i ask her to show her hand to me.I compare my hand with her and she suddenly hold my hand and make me feel so shy...i feel so speechless and a little bit get shocked and i just like get a stun from a stunner...(That time,she still have a bf.But why?why she will hold my hand that I not her bf?She really love me?I don't know why because i did not ask her about this question)Actually this is not a funny thing to play,but this is all my fault because I feel addicted to her.After that,  we date out go a shopping complex->sunway carnival mall after a fews day.The first time we meet,I not so satisfy because that we both call our friend come.The worst thing happen is all my friend say she looks more similar like my sister than like my girlfriend.Oh no...she is mad and run away from my sight.Oh...I faster call her and ask her where was she and she asks me to find she in the whole shopping complex.Ok...Fine.Because this is all my fault,so i go find she with my friend together.Out of the blue,she calls me and told me that she go into the cinema already and she told me to wait her after the movie finish.My friend bought me a movie ticket and when we want to go in the cinema,she calls me and ask me to accompany her to go Kenny's Roger to take her dinner.Fine...i sacrifice my chance to watch the movie.I go to find her and accompany her.Suddenly,her friend's mum come to fetch her friend back and her mum ask me that who I am...and she just answered I am just her brother...(Don't know what to say,Speechless)After 1 week,i have a date with her again,we meet at sunway again...this time,only we both attend the meet...this was what i want...Today,I hold her hand without any hinder.We both feel so tension and our hand keep come out the sweat.haha.We both so shy...haha...we go buy movie ticket.She suggests a movie to me and I buy the movie tickets.We go to downstairs and have our lunch and she told me that she not feeling well today and order a porridge to her and enjoy with her together and I gift her a ring to her that there was my name inside the ring and I buy a pair for it.She is so happy and quickly wear it,our movie is going to show.We appear in front of the cinema...when we go inside.We found that a funny thing that is we buy a cartoon strip movie...haha...I feel so laughable,and she keeps say sorry to me and I told her that this was not her fault.Suddenly,when I am enjoy my movie,she suddenly gave me a kiss on my cheek and I get shocked again.my face getting red in colour and i feel hot and high.Atfer a while,she kiss me again,but this time...not my cheek but is my lips...(my first kiss leave me).After she drinks some coke,she gave me a kiss again...but this time is my tongue and this time I assort with her well...(I feel so enjoy) .After that,she told me that she success to seduce me...(-.-...speechless!)On 31 December,her sister ask us to come out with her boyfriend.We go sunway again(haha...always go...T^T)and we both affectionate beside and they don't know...(haha...we both so naughty=.=)  This was some memorable story in my pass.This was the sweet memory she gave me and later will be continue by sad memory.

念你

突然好想你....你会在哪里？我真的真的好想你.....么么^^I love you ....baby i am not a monster^^
Haru Haru 越来越想你......
忘了有多久
再没有对你说你最爱的故事
我想了很久
我开始慌了
是不是我又做错了什么
你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空
星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里你爱的那个故事
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你 <3
之前的我不会想...只是被那女的迷惑我
现在我知道了.....只有你对我最好
爱你哟!!!Salanghei!!!

某人丫.....知道我在想你吗？在看着我的blog吗？我的脑现在全都是你哦........我想牵着你的手。。。。拥抱你一起数星星哦..... <3 你愿意吗？

I so miss you.....you miss me too?i want to hold yr hand and hug you always and we can go to a romantic place to calculate the stars on the sky together....do you?I want give you a muackz and hold yr hand tell you that i love you....碧云.....偶好想你.... <3

I sleep over!!!!!

Oh....Come on......how can you sleep over....my god~!!!i so disappoint to you......why yesterday so late sleep?make yr mother disappoint  to you too!you are a boy......see....you cannot meet with her whole day today......Damn it!I so miss you .....come on....today i need to sleep earlier and wake up myself tomorrow to prove that I am a useful person!!!yeah.....you can!!!Gambateh neh~!我好想你哟......你今天过得怎样了？你还好吗....我不是故意不要来的........我睡过头了......睡不醒.....我答应你哟.....明天一定睡醒来学校见你的@@

I am back....

Wednesday                                        18July2012                                                          Sunny

Today just a normal day to pass.......just learn from soka gakkai.....try write some meaningful diary everyday.....today a little bit moody and don't know why.....I cannot pay my attention at school....what am i thinking now@@?I look no nerd when i wear spectacle.....A new day is coming.....full of challenge  ^^nice day...Good night....

I wanna dance dance dance dance dance.....i no idea for my future and my relationship.....why?just like want to be a member of big bang...they are so handsome^^... <3...I love you baby but i not a monster,i need you baby but i am not a monster....Girl.....i cry cry cry...Oh....my girl don't say good bye bye bye.....Oh...don't lie lie...I am sorry but i love you.....
                                                     
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